Tuesday, February 21, 2012

WHY??

I have this soul that always feel unsettled.... I always feel the need to escape ~ especially from relationships... I try, but I get to feeling TRAPPED!!
I'm so worried about getting hurt emotionally.... Scared of commitment!!
I want to be able to love and give my love, but something holds me back...
What happened to me, was like my free loving heart did die. I can't make myself STAY!! I start feeling hateful, vengeful, and like I have to get AWAY!!
I guess I have a gypsy soul.....
One day my soul will settle, I hope....
I play it safe... Guard my heart...
I never give because I am scared of never getting
what I give back...
I've seen too much pain & heartbreak in my life..
I guess that is why I am scared to give my heart again..

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